Friday, 10 December 2010

Suicide~ It doesn't ring a bell~

Life is not fair.
It so stupidly damn hard to live a good long life.
But one can easily end it by a jump of some flats/apartments, a cut on the wrist, a stab on the kidney, a shot through the head...

Is it worth it?
No! The earth keeps rotating.

Isn't it a stupid act?
No! Everybody is stupid.
But suicide is a foolishly an egoistic act one would ever do for what ever reason~

For you who think of suicide...
for you who think suicide is a solution...
for you who think that suicide is romantic...
for you who would kill yourselves any moment now...

If you happened to read this, I wished to be by your side and remind you that when you're dead for your egoistic act, you will not going to be meeting God up there...
You'll not have a good life up there...
You'll not be peaceful up there...

Friday, 12 February 2010

Appreciate for what you have.

She had taken care of you for all your life.
She had loved you for all her heart.
She had cried for you for all her tears.

But what would you do she had fallen ill?
Don’t you want to take care of her as well?
Don’t you want to makes her better for a moment?
Don’t you want to show her your love and care just like how she had done for you for all her life?

Nothing can replace a motherly love. Nothing can exchange the warmth of it.

“menangis darah sekalipun dia tidak akan kembali lagi.”
~~She will never come back even if you cry with tears of blood

This is the cruelest phrase to hear when you are sad for loosing someone who is very important for you.
But it is also the most meaningful phrase if you had made her sad before.

Love your mother.

Wednesday, 27 January 2010


quote from

Otaku is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests particularly anime, manga, and video games.

Yes I am a big fan and kind of obsess with anime and manga. video games? hmm.. not really. But I do play Cabal Online, Red Alert (Command & Conquer: Yuri's Revenge is my fav), The Sims 2.. But I don't know if they're considered as video games. I am a proud otaku (should I be?) though my boyfriend don't like it. He think that I'm such a childish. Liking manga, anime and cartoons. But He doesn't understand how liking these things make me felt young! (I AM still young though~~)

In the same time, I'm also girly girl.. I like cosmetics, bags and shoes! HOWEVER, my boyfriends think that these things are not necessity. He call them as expenses.. but as long as I'm happy, he'll still let me have anything I want. I love him^^

Oh yeah I have this great site that I like to enjoy when I got so bored in the office..

And I play this quiz Ive done just some moment ago^^

Your Bed Says You Have Your Head in the Clouds
Outward appearances aren't important to you at all. You think that the over emphasis on looks to be shallow.
Your life tends to be completely chaotic. You aren't a very organized person, and you tend to be slow in cleaning up messes.
You are very high maintenance. You like everything a certain way, and you're grumpy if things aren't the way you like them.
In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge.
You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities.
You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Reality hurts!!!


It's been a very depressing New Year for me. I don't like how my heart ache when one bad news reach to me after another.
It all starts on the 1st of January 2010, my favorite uncle passed away.
Then on the 7th January 2010, my aunty passed away.
12th of January 2010, my boyfriend's grandfather passed away.
19th of January 2010, my mentor who lectured me in my college passed away.
So many deaths happen in this January '10. It reminds me that life is very short. It is so fragile that it could break anytime and anywhere. Some people say that death is only the beginning of a new life. But when you wonder that you could never see the person any longer, it hurts you even more.

I'll stop talking about death. It makes me even more depress than before.

love you all!